Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Why Am I Here?
I've come to a point in my life where I don't know what to do and where to go anymore. I'm 30 years old and I have nothing to show for it. My friends can be counted with one hand. My family are living hundreds and thousands of miles away from me. Everyday, I do the same thing over and over again. I wake up, I go to gym, I go to work, I come home, I watch TV, I go to bed. On the weekend, it's even worse. I wake up, I go to gym, I come home, and I do nothing... My mind is driving me insane.
Tell me, what is the purpose of life? Why are we here? And please don't give me any of your religious bullshit. Been there, done that, didn't help. People are so fake. They smile in front of you. But, as soon as you turn your back to them, they're ready to stab you.
Why am I here? What's my purpose? I'm too lonely.... just too lonely...