Hey Y'all I hope you had a fabulous weekend. To kick it off-lets jam!
You all know how much I love Adele-and her new album is coming out in February-so here is a sneak peek...
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Monday, January 24, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST Song 17
So I went and saw "Country Strong" last night, and OMG you must see it. I do not care what anyone says that movie was amazing. If you have ever known an alcoholic or you like country music, you must see it, it was a gift to watch.
All of the actors do a great job, and they are all singing themselves. My favorite song I have chosen to make this weeks Relationship Rant Playlist song. It is just such a touching song, and I hear you do not get this version on the soundtrack so this is a special treat for all of you. I loved the whole soundtrack as well, but you need to see the movie to make it that much better!
What do you think?
All of the actors do a great job, and they are all singing themselves. My favorite song I have chosen to make this weeks Relationship Rant Playlist song. It is just such a touching song, and I hear you do not get this version on the soundtrack so this is a special treat for all of you. I loved the whole soundtrack as well, but you need to see the movie to make it that much better!
What do you think?
Monday, December 13, 2010
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST-Song 16
Hey Everyone,
Sorry I have been sick all week, and finally have recovered enough to do a new post. I hope everyone is doing well, and getting psyched about Christmas and the holidays. I have almost finished my shopping, and even started wrapping last night-so I do not feel as stressed as I usually do around the holidays.
I am also excited because it is my birthday on Friday-but I have not come up with anything to do-so please give me some ideas-I am not much of a club kind of girl, so it makes it difficult.
My song for today is another one by the Dixie Chicks, and it is one of my favorites, but it is quite sad. The video is amazing, and anyone I talk to has a different interpretation for the song. I would love to hear your idea of what this song is about, just comment below.
Mine is that I think it is about child abuse, but I am not going to say anymore until you tell me what you guys think it is about....
I hope you like it as much as I do...
Sorry I have been sick all week, and finally have recovered enough to do a new post. I hope everyone is doing well, and getting psyched about Christmas and the holidays. I have almost finished my shopping, and even started wrapping last night-so I do not feel as stressed as I usually do around the holidays.
I am also excited because it is my birthday on Friday-but I have not come up with anything to do-so please give me some ideas-I am not much of a club kind of girl, so it makes it difficult.
My song for today is another one by the Dixie Chicks, and it is one of my favorites, but it is quite sad. The video is amazing, and anyone I talk to has a different interpretation for the song. I would love to hear your idea of what this song is about, just comment below.
Mine is that I think it is about child abuse, but I am not going to say anymore until you tell me what you guys think it is about....
I hope you like it as much as I do...
Monday, November 29, 2010
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST-Song 15
Yo yo yo!
Wow, some crazy rants here eh? That last one made me want to jump through my computer and give that poor girl a hug and a ride to the airport-no one deserves to be treated like that! I find it amazing what a man can do to a woman. The way they can make us feel, and make us think that we are the most wonderful people on the face of the earth one day... and the worst people the next. I hate to say this, but they almost brainwash us, and we flutter on their every word. I hate this, but I hate to say that I do it too. I am sure I am not the only one either, speak up ladies, don't be shy.
This next song goes out to all of these women. It took me some time to figure out what Florence is trying to convey with this song, but lets say it hit me like a bullet in the head. Perhaps that's what she wanted... us to make us our own meaning for the song. Well this is what I came up with... us women need to take care of ourselves, as happiness can change in a matter of minutes. We work like dogs to try and please the men in our lives, and for what? It does not really get us anywhere in the long run, usually we end up with broken hearts, or worse-broken jaws.
So today I say fuck men, fuck them and the horse they rode in on. We don't need them for anything. I change my own oil-and I take out my own trash. If I really need something handy done... I know that there are good people lurking around that will do things for me because they are good people, not because I did the dishes so they have to fix my car, or better yet because we are sleeping together. We either pay for their help in one way or another, they are not genuine feelings of gratuity.
So today I mark November 29th as FUCK MEN DAY. I am sure us women deserve our own fuck women day, but we will leave that to some sour man to create.
Enjoy this song everyone-I just found her even though she has been around for awhile, and I hope you love her as much as I do!
MUAH
-Queen
Wow, some crazy rants here eh? That last one made me want to jump through my computer and give that poor girl a hug and a ride to the airport-no one deserves to be treated like that! I find it amazing what a man can do to a woman. The way they can make us feel, and make us think that we are the most wonderful people on the face of the earth one day... and the worst people the next. I hate to say this, but they almost brainwash us, and we flutter on their every word. I hate this, but I hate to say that I do it too. I am sure I am not the only one either, speak up ladies, don't be shy.
This next song goes out to all of these women. It took me some time to figure out what Florence is trying to convey with this song, but lets say it hit me like a bullet in the head. Perhaps that's what she wanted... us to make us our own meaning for the song. Well this is what I came up with... us women need to take care of ourselves, as happiness can change in a matter of minutes. We work like dogs to try and please the men in our lives, and for what? It does not really get us anywhere in the long run, usually we end up with broken hearts, or worse-broken jaws.
So today I say fuck men, fuck them and the horse they rode in on. We don't need them for anything. I change my own oil-and I take out my own trash. If I really need something handy done... I know that there are good people lurking around that will do things for me because they are good people, not because I did the dishes so they have to fix my car, or better yet because we are sleeping together. We either pay for their help in one way or another, they are not genuine feelings of gratuity.
So today I mark November 29th as FUCK MEN DAY. I am sure us women deserve our own fuck women day, but we will leave that to some sour man to create.
Enjoy this song everyone-I just found her even though she has been around for awhile, and I hope you love her as much as I do!
MUAH
-Queen
Monday, November 22, 2010
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST-Song 14
Hey Y'all-I cannot freakin believe that looking back I have not put up one single song by this group, so I MUST share this one with you asap.
Now I know this group has some problems with some Americans, but you need to stop blaming this group-music is a form of free speech, and you know what-in the end these ladies were right-they stood by their beliefs even if it meant their own demise. Not only does there music protest some very important issues-but it will truly touch your soul. Whether it is the banjo, thefiddle or that amazing voice-this song will bring a tear to your eye... and hopefully put things in perspective for you, through good times or bad.
What I hope you all leave with from this song-is never back down from something you believe in-and if you contemplate doing that... listen to these gals-and they will show you the way!
Now I know this group has some problems with some Americans, but you need to stop blaming this group-music is a form of free speech, and you know what-in the end these ladies were right-they stood by their beliefs even if it meant their own demise. Not only does there music protest some very important issues-but it will truly touch your soul. Whether it is the banjo, thefiddle or that amazing voice-this song will bring a tear to your eye... and hopefully put things in perspective for you, through good times or bad.
What I hope you all leave with from this song-is never back down from something you believe in-and if you contemplate doing that... listen to these gals-and they will show you the way!
Monday, November 15, 2010
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST-Song 13
Hey Y'all,
Still really effin busy over here, but never to busy for a little music therapy. Here is song 13 of the Relationship Rant Playlist, let me know what you think!
Still really effin busy over here, but never to busy for a little music therapy. Here is song 13 of the Relationship Rant Playlist, let me know what you think!
Monday, November 8, 2010
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST-Song 12
Well my awesome followers, readers, searchers, and who ever else is visiting my site this fine Monday morning.... You are just in time for our next addition to the Relationship Rant Playlist. A series of songs that will get anyone through a tough day, a harsh break up or anything else in between.
This is my second Alanis song-but if anyone knows a break up-its her. Her music is empowering yet emotional and even heart breaking at times... I think that is why I like it so much.
I hope you all had a great weekend, and mine was filled with some much needed relaxation, and some mouse hunting, which I will get into later.
Been having a look to see what you all have been up to in the last couple weeks.... you guys have such exciting lives!
MUAH
-Queen
This is my second Alanis song-but if anyone knows a break up-its her. Her music is empowering yet emotional and even heart breaking at times... I think that is why I like it so much.
I hope you all had a great weekend, and mine was filled with some much needed relaxation, and some mouse hunting, which I will get into later.
Been having a look to see what you all have been up to in the last couple weeks.... you guys have such exciting lives!
MUAH
-Queen
Monday, October 25, 2010
Relationship Rant-PLAYLIST Song 11
Wowee, it is Monday, and Halloween is quickly approaching. I decorated the house over the weekend so hopfully the kiddies are taking notes on who is likely going to give them the most candy...
I hope you all had a amazing weekend, and that this Monday is not too busy for you to find a few minutes to enjoy song 11 of my Relationship Rant playlist.
I just discovered this gal, but she has been around for awhile. If you are a Grey's Anatomy fan then you have likely heard some of her stuff. I found her by fate- is what I believe, because she is great, and now I get to share my favorite song of hers with all of my wonderful visotors.
Her name is Brandi Carlile, and she is a triple threat in that she can sing, play a mean guitar and the piano as well. I am sure she does other stuff well too, but those three I know for sure.
She reminds me of a few different artists all rolled into one, and some of my favorites, which is probably why I like her so much. She reminds me of Pink, Janis Joplin, Johnny Cash, and Adele. I do not know how to describe her music, I would have to say folk rock soul? Perhaps I created a new category of music.
So what do you think about Brandi Carlile? What would you classify her music as? I would love some feedback from y'all on this hidden gem...
I hope you all had a amazing weekend, and that this Monday is not too busy for you to find a few minutes to enjoy song 11 of my Relationship Rant playlist.
I just discovered this gal, but she has been around for awhile. If you are a Grey's Anatomy fan then you have likely heard some of her stuff. I found her by fate- is what I believe, because she is great, and now I get to share my favorite song of hers with all of my wonderful visotors.
Her name is Brandi Carlile, and she is a triple threat in that she can sing, play a mean guitar and the piano as well. I am sure she does other stuff well too, but those three I know for sure.
She reminds me of a few different artists all rolled into one, and some of my favorites, which is probably why I like her so much. She reminds me of Pink, Janis Joplin, Johnny Cash, and Adele. I do not know how to describe her music, I would have to say folk rock soul? Perhaps I created a new category of music.
So what do you think about Brandi Carlile? What would you classify her music as? I would love some feedback from y'all on this hidden gem...
Monday, October 18, 2010
Halloween Poll & Relationship Rant PLAYLIST-Song 10
I hope you all had a greaaattt weekend, and that this Monday is treating you well.
I had a good weekend, and got my yard looking acceptable for all the trick or treators that will be trotting up and down my street at the end of the month.
FYI-I love Halloween, perhaps because I love seeing all the kiddies dressed up and begging for the sweet stuff! Last year I got a group of 6 princesses all of which were between the ages of 1-4, soooo cute. This year I am going to try and dress my puppies up, put the scary music on and try to rope a few more in.
When I lived on a very busy street I would not get any kids, so I would go as far as standing outside my gate putting a trail of candy leading to my house, even that did not work, but maybe they thought my tactic was strange enough to warrant a potential poisoning???
Anyways, I love Halloween, and I think it is because I never got a chance to do it when I was young, well not until I was about 9, but by then the damage was done. So I do my best to get everyone in the spirit, and I give anyone who comes to my door at least ten candies each... yes I spoil them in a hope that they will remember me and come back year after year, and tell all of their friends about my generosity.
Just curious though... what do you all do to attract or distract children from your house on Halloween???
Anywho, it is playlist time y'all, and I have a special song for you, that hopefully many of you have never heard. If you have never heard of Sia, then check her stuff out, it is fabulous-the whole CD, and her newest one too.
I had a good weekend, and got my yard looking acceptable for all the trick or treators that will be trotting up and down my street at the end of the month.
FYI-I love Halloween, perhaps because I love seeing all the kiddies dressed up and begging for the sweet stuff! Last year I got a group of 6 princesses all of which were between the ages of 1-4, soooo cute. This year I am going to try and dress my puppies up, put the scary music on and try to rope a few more in.
When I lived on a very busy street I would not get any kids, so I would go as far as standing outside my gate putting a trail of candy leading to my house, even that did not work, but maybe they thought my tactic was strange enough to warrant a potential poisoning???
Anyways, I love Halloween, and I think it is because I never got a chance to do it when I was young, well not until I was about 9, but by then the damage was done. So I do my best to get everyone in the spirit, and I give anyone who comes to my door at least ten candies each... yes I spoil them in a hope that they will remember me and come back year after year, and tell all of their friends about my generosity.
Just curious though... what do you all do to attract or distract children from your house on Halloween???
Anywho, it is playlist time y'all, and I have a special song for you, that hopefully many of you have never heard. If you have never heard of Sia, then check her stuff out, it is fabulous-the whole CD, and her newest one too.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST-Song 9
My lovelies... I am flabbergasted at your AMAZING comments on the last few posts, some longer and more insightful then the darn post itself!!!
But hey that's why I love ya!
I hope you guys had a fabulous weekend, I did because it was long, and I got to see my family. It was so hard to say goodbye, but boy did it feel good to come home too.
I am one day behind schedule so I am going to do the Relationship Rant Playlist, and catch up on the rants for tomorrow.
This song is dear to my heart. I love it and CANNOT wait until Adele comes out with a new CD, which I hear she is working on.
She took the world and our hearts by storm, so without further ado, here is Hometown Glory, which fits in perfectly with my long weekend, where I went to my hometown, a small little village in the interior of British Columbia with roughly 800 people living there, and not a single stop light.
It is where I first fell in love, and a piece of me will always live there.... in the wind, my highschool halls and those back country roads...
MUAH!
But hey that's why I love ya!
I hope you guys had a fabulous weekend, I did because it was long, and I got to see my family. It was so hard to say goodbye, but boy did it feel good to come home too.
I am one day behind schedule so I am going to do the Relationship Rant Playlist, and catch up on the rants for tomorrow.
This song is dear to my heart. I love it and CANNOT wait until Adele comes out with a new CD, which I hear she is working on.
She took the world and our hearts by storm, so without further ado, here is Hometown Glory, which fits in perfectly with my long weekend, where I went to my hometown, a small little village in the interior of British Columbia with roughly 800 people living there, and not a single stop light.
It is where I first fell in love, and a piece of me will always live there.... in the wind, my highschool halls and those back country roads...
MUAH!
Monday, October 4, 2010
Relationship Rant-PLAYLIST-Song 8
HAPPY MONDAY, well not really-I hate Mondays, the weekend is over and I have five whole days before another one shall appear-depressing, but that does mean I get to see all of your blogs and help people with their rants. Since it is Monday that can only mean one thing.... The next song on my Relationship Rant-PLAYLIST!!! yayyyyy woo woo.
As DJ Queen, it is time for me to mix it up a lil' with some phat beats and a lil bass! This song has a whole lot of female power in it, and hopefully will give you all the strength you need to deal with that relationship woe or life hurdle-rise up ladies (and gentleman) and ENJOY...
Warning-Explicit Lyrics
As DJ Queen, it is time for me to mix it up a lil' with some phat beats and a lil bass! This song has a whole lot of female power in it, and hopefully will give you all the strength you need to deal with that relationship woe or life hurdle-rise up ladies (and gentleman) and ENJOY...
Warning-Explicit Lyrics
Monday, September 27, 2010
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST-Song 7
Well my wonderfuls- it is Monday, and that can only mean one thing... sing like no ones watching and grab a box of kleenex because it is time for Song 7 of the Relationship Rant PLAYLIST. I love this song-but then again Alanis made millions writing songs after a breakup... whenever I am feeling low I just put on some Jagged Little Pill and let Alanis say everything I want to say- for me...
This song is off her last album which I believe was done after her breakup with Ryan Reynolds, so again a great album, but this song has the ability to touch us in a way that is far greater then any man, woman or breakup. A post I read recently on Surviving Boys comes to mind, and she brings the idea of perfection to light, saying that perfection is only a perception.
The truth is, no one will ever be perfect, perfection is an intangible goal that no one man or woman can ever be. As humans we are always trying to be perfect- we want to lose weight, have more money and meet the perfect guy because we believe perfection will make us happy. However, one thing I have learned is that once we get all of these things, we want more, there are more things that would make our lives perfect.
It is a vicious cycle that never ends.. so what do we do? We should live our lives, be happy in our own skin, and do the best we can even if we are not perfect. I do not know anyone rich, poor, over/underweight, married or single that is truly happy because of these things, they are happy because they are happy with who they are, and understand that nothing in life is perfect or easy-perfection is to each their own...perception of perfection.
Thank-you Surviving Boys for that enlightening post-and I dedicate this song to you today...
So everyone- let me know what you think of the song... because it is one of my faves...
This song is off her last album which I believe was done after her breakup with Ryan Reynolds, so again a great album, but this song has the ability to touch us in a way that is far greater then any man, woman or breakup. A post I read recently on Surviving Boys comes to mind, and she brings the idea of perfection to light, saying that perfection is only a perception.
The truth is, no one will ever be perfect, perfection is an intangible goal that no one man or woman can ever be. As humans we are always trying to be perfect- we want to lose weight, have more money and meet the perfect guy because we believe perfection will make us happy. However, one thing I have learned is that once we get all of these things, we want more, there are more things that would make our lives perfect.
It is a vicious cycle that never ends.. so what do we do? We should live our lives, be happy in our own skin, and do the best we can even if we are not perfect. I do not know anyone rich, poor, over/underweight, married or single that is truly happy because of these things, they are happy because they are happy with who they are, and understand that nothing in life is perfect or easy-perfection is to each their own...perception of perfection.
Thank-you Surviving Boys for that enlightening post-and I dedicate this song to you today...
So everyone- let me know what you think of the song... because it is one of my faves...
Monday, September 20, 2010
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST-Song 6
Hey y'all-I hope you had an astounding weekend-for those of you that did not-turn it into a rant and email me.
Well since it is Monday-it is time for Song 6 of the Relationship Rant Playlist.
Without further ado....
Well since it is Monday-it is time for Song 6 of the Relationship Rant Playlist.
Without further ado....
Monday, September 13, 2010
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST-Song 5
Well my humble readers I hope you had an awesome weekend, and all that jazz (insert jazz hands here).
It is time for Song 5 of the Relationship Rant Playlist, and I must say this song is freakin amazing. I can relate to it in many ways, and I am sure we have all been in one of those relationships where we know it is bad for us, but we just cannot get out. You know one of those love and hate relationships.
I am going to put the lyrics in too so that you can really understand what Eminem is saying. His words are quick as rap can get pretty blurred, but you need to see them to really understand them and appreciate them for their honesty and ability to move the listener.
The lyrics of this song are powerful, and when you need a good cry or a good empowering then this is the song to listen to.
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
It is time for Song 5 of the Relationship Rant Playlist, and I must say this song is freakin amazing. I can relate to it in many ways, and I am sure we have all been in one of those relationships where we know it is bad for us, but we just cannot get out. You know one of those love and hate relationships.
I am going to put the lyrics in too so that you can really understand what Eminem is saying. His words are quick as rap can get pretty blurred, but you need to see them to really understand them and appreciate them for their honesty and ability to move the listener.
The lyrics of this song are powerful, and when you need a good cry or a good empowering then this is the song to listen to.
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Relationship Rant PLAYLIST Song 4
Okay WOWSA-I have like 6 new followers since Friday-that is freaking amazing-it must be all these awards and stuff. In fact, I got another award last week from The Scoop On Poop called the Beautiful Blog Award. Scoop-you are beautiful for giving me this award-poop and all!
IN order to accept this award and pass it on I must... give you seven more facts about myself and pass it onto 5 more deserving blogs... so here we go....
1. My middle name is Anne, as I am half Irish and half Hungarian. I am named after Anne of Green Gables but I do not look a thing like her.
2. I love horses and dream of owning my own at some point in my life.
3. I love to sing and I have been singing since I was like 12, I have even won some money for it and scholarships, but I never got my dream of being Celine's opening act.
4. I love the water. I want to live by the water, and I find it so fun and relaxing. There is nothing better then being at the beach with drink in one hand and cigarette in the other.
5. I also love gardening. I do not know why, I guess I got it from my dad. I just love watching things grow, like I gave them life. There is something about gardening and getting your hands dirty that is so stress relieving.
6. I am a sucker for celebrity gossip. Yes I am ashamed that I know every horrible thing they do. My most recent obsessions are Lindsay Lohan and the Gosselin Drama.
7. I am also obsessed with the following TV shows.
Pretty Little Liars
90210
Gossip Girl
American Idol
And now-5 more blogs that I love...
The Beach Wive Diaries
This is such a neat blog. There are two bloggers one on the East Coast and one on the West. They share all their likes, dislikes and differences. However, they make me jealous that I do not live on a beach with drink in hand.
Love Actually
If you ever need great ideas to spark the romance in your relationship, go here. This blog gives you the best gift ideas and make-up ideas if you have a fight lol.
Surviving Seventeen
So even if you are not 17 this blog is great. She has the writing gift, and treats her blog like her diary. Quite grown up for a 17 year old, but perhaps that is why it appeals to me.
My Husband Misunderstood Me When I Said I Was Bi
I just started reading this blog, but she is fun. I love wacky women that are not afraid to tell us whats on their mind.
The Adventures of Cinderita
Again, I just started reading this one as well, but she is sooo bubbly and fun I had to recommend her blog.
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And now folks, the segment you have all been waiting for, my Relationship Rant PLAYLIST Song 4 drum roll please....
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
To Have Children-Or Not To Have Childre-That Is The Question
If you have been around my blog for awhile it will come as no surprise that I am effin crazy, really want to have children one day. I mean I am in no rush, I am 26, and I would really like to have one at least by the time I hit 30. Next March me and the man will have been together for 6 years and still no children. In fact if you read my array of rants you will see that I indeed REALLY want to have children.
I do not want to have children by some accident, and in fact I don't really need a man to have a child, I am perfectly fine with picking my sperm baby right out of a binder. A few people I know that have done this have beautiful children, and to top it off they got to pick the man (from a picture) including his appearance, how much money he makes, whether he went to school or not and many other little interesting things. However, I would prefer if a man wanted to have children with me, and my man in the past has told me that he does. He makes certain excuses as to why he cannot right now or why he is scared to have another child, but he has never said he did not want children. Despite the fact that he has never told me he does not want them, I have always had this inkling that he does not want them, and so does my mother!
A little background information, he has a child and an ex, not wife, but an ex, and she is a real piece of work. I think that she has majorly scarred him form having more children, just because of all the shit she has caused and still causes almost on a weekly basis. If I were him I would not want to have any kids in fear that after birth I may turn into this horrible monster of a woman who will rip the life from his very soul, just like she has, but I have been clear with him since day one that I am not like that and if you do not want to be with me then I can gladly take care of my child by myself. You see I firmly believe if a man does not want to help you raise your child then do not force him to, it will only lead to future disasters, and I never want my child to ever think that they were not good enough or not loved, eff that!
My man is a great father, there are a few things I disagree with but that is natural as the child is not mine, and if he was I would perhaps pipe up a bit more when I disagree with something he does. It is mostly that he spoils him, but I think he does it because of how horribly she treats her son, so its like he tries to make up for it by spoiling the shit out of him. I admire my man for sticking by this as most men would have run away years ago. Despite the many obstacles his ex puts in his way, he always perseveres.
Over the weekend we had a few people over for a BBQ and I was chatting with this gal who had a 14 month baby. She just adored her and we shot the shit about parenting and such. She asked if I had kids and I said no, but he has a son. Then the man pipes up and they start chatting and all of a sudden I heard the words that tore my heart in two- I am going to have anymore kids.
That was Saturday, and it has been eating me up since I heard it slip from his tongue. I feel like a piece of me has been taken or lied to. Led to believe that I was going to be a mother soon, only to find out that it would not be with him. On the bright side, I now have a lead in to that dreadful 'talk' that we must have now. No more lingering of intentions that can be misconceived or misinterpreted. No more time can be wasted. If he says no he does not want children I think I have to leave. I mean it sounds selfish, but I cannot compromise on this. Many other things I could, but not this.
So my wonderful readers, followers and commenter's, please tell me what you think I should do. What should I say, and if I do not get the answer I want-do I leave?
PS-My apologies for not posting my Relationship Rant Playlist Song 3 yesterday, but this post just made me want to share it with you now, and how appropriately titled is it for this post. Enjoy!
I do not want to have children by some accident, and in fact I don't really need a man to have a child, I am perfectly fine with picking my sperm baby right out of a binder. A few people I know that have done this have beautiful children, and to top it off they got to pick the man (from a picture) including his appearance, how much money he makes, whether he went to school or not and many other little interesting things. However, I would prefer if a man wanted to have children with me, and my man in the past has told me that he does. He makes certain excuses as to why he cannot right now or why he is scared to have another child, but he has never said he did not want children. Despite the fact that he has never told me he does not want them, I have always had this inkling that he does not want them, and so does my mother!
A little background information, he has a child and an ex, not wife, but an ex, and she is a real piece of work. I think that she has majorly scarred him form having more children, just because of all the shit she has caused and still causes almost on a weekly basis. If I were him I would not want to have any kids in fear that after birth I may turn into this horrible monster of a woman who will rip the life from his very soul, just like she has, but I have been clear with him since day one that I am not like that and if you do not want to be with me then I can gladly take care of my child by myself. You see I firmly believe if a man does not want to help you raise your child then do not force him to, it will only lead to future disasters, and I never want my child to ever think that they were not good enough or not loved, eff that!
My man is a great father, there are a few things I disagree with but that is natural as the child is not mine, and if he was I would perhaps pipe up a bit more when I disagree with something he does. It is mostly that he spoils him, but I think he does it because of how horribly she treats her son, so its like he tries to make up for it by spoiling the shit out of him. I admire my man for sticking by this as most men would have run away years ago. Despite the many obstacles his ex puts in his way, he always perseveres.
Over the weekend we had a few people over for a BBQ and I was chatting with this gal who had a 14 month baby. She just adored her and we shot the shit about parenting and such. She asked if I had kids and I said no, but he has a son. Then the man pipes up and they start chatting and all of a sudden I heard the words that tore my heart in two- I am going to have anymore kids.
That was Saturday, and it has been eating me up since I heard it slip from his tongue. I feel like a piece of me has been taken or lied to. Led to believe that I was going to be a mother soon, only to find out that it would not be with him. On the bright side, I now have a lead in to that dreadful 'talk' that we must have now. No more lingering of intentions that can be misconceived or misinterpreted. No more time can be wasted. If he says no he does not want children I think I have to leave. I mean it sounds selfish, but I cannot compromise on this. Many other things I could, but not this.
So my wonderful readers, followers and commenter's, please tell me what you think I should do. What should I say, and if I do not get the answer I want-do I leave?
PS-My apologies for not posting my Relationship Rant Playlist Song 3 yesterday, but this post just made me want to share it with you now, and how appropriately titled is it for this post. Enjoy!
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